I feel so restless. I live in a city. I should be doing something or going somewhere. But instead I'm sitting in front of the computer poking around, checking the same pages. I feel like walking the streets. Just walking in downtown Manhattan. I wish I lived there. My neighborhood is safer and of course I can't just move to Manhattan with the rents so high and my job already so far away. But I don't love it here. I hate my life being so safe and uneventful. What can I do to be dangerous?
Right now I am just going to walk my dog here in my own neighborhood. At least I will be moving. It won't really satisfy me. Even walking downtown wouldn't do that. I'll feel more restless than ever. But it's something to do.
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